heres a fun fact :

I miss taking drink boxes from you at lunch, and kissing in the halls when no one's looking. I guess thats the thing I miss the most other than you today.

like the seasons, im always changing.

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Go ahead, try to push my buttons . http://formspring.me/kaaayjammerz

go ahead . i dare you .

I hope he understands . . .

from the flowing words of Brighten - "What She Really Wants"

I'm asked to walk her to her car at night,

That's my job when it's dark outside,

But what she really wants, is to be by my side.

I'm her blanket when it's five degrees,

It's so cold we can see when we breathe,

What she realy wants, is to be next to me.

I'll be her shelter where we wait,

For a cab standing in the rain,

And it never seems to bother me.

I'm not giving in, your not calling it quits.

We have it too good now.

And we, oh we love it how.

I've been looking for, you've been waiting for

Somebody just like this

And we have it now (have it now)

And we, make it easy somehow.


Oh she's my music when I'm trying to sleep,

When I forget the words, she knows everything

What I really want, is to hear her sing (hear her sing)

She's my feet when I cannot dance,

She just loves it and she doesn't laugh,

And what I really love, she says I'm not so bad.

Your the one that keeps the two of us from going overboard,

I can see, that you are good for me,

We're the ones who will change love to what it used to be,

So simple(so simple), so sweet

I don't wanna let you go, something I should know

I don't wanna let you go, anymore.

I'm not giving in, your not calling it quits.

We have it too good now.

I've been looking for, you've been waiting for

Somebody just like this

And we have it now (have it now)

And we, make it easy somehow.

I'm not giving in, your not calling it quits.

We have it too good now.

And we, oh we love it how.

I've been looking for, you've been waiting for

Somebody just like this

And we have it now (have it now)
And we, make it easy somehow.

We, make it easy somehow . . .

Go ask alice.

Sometime i feel like alice.

I fell into a rabbit hole; forget about my present life; start anew in a make believe fairytale.

Had tea time with some crazy lunitics.

Its a reality for me .

Even though wonderland was created from a man who was likly on LSD,

can we make it our own ?

just for the both of us .

We'll laugh at the hooka-smoking caterpillar,

and make friends with the Cheshire cat.

Let's get lost together .

This way. That way. Up. Down. Backwards.

I don't mind where we go, cause I love to explore.

But I know there's some fictional setback.

Oh, how I wish I was five again.

Cause I can pretend I was anyone I wanted to be.

A princess. A fairy. An animal.

My gosh, how things change.

Go ask Alice; she might help you with your insanity.
Like the Mad Hatter, me thinks I finally lost it.

Let's Copy Poker Face .

random vid. enjoiii . [=
ps. spring break starts friday .

(via TheMidnightBeast)

Tides are changing, and so are we .

Dear Him,

rude. racist . jerk .

i cried over you last night cause you hurt me .

worst than a gash on my arm .

or a rip in my shirt .

it was like a stoak to the heart .

my moods tessilated over my emotions for you .

am i still in love or confused about where im going ?

it ached on and on til i got comfort .

from a boy you care about me,

that wasn't you .

we talked til midnight .

i confessed my sorrow that i held in my heart.

i hate this feeling.

i sometimes hate how im drawn into that situation because of you .

Last night, i finally felt that someone did care about my well beings .

and not my looks; my personality or the way that i dressed .

i thought you wanted the best from me;

but i guess you expected the worst .

you said : " you're a bit too clingy "

i thought : "well i never see you anymore."

five months; it just takes five months .

if you loved me enough, you just could wait for me .

if you don't, i understand .

i can't make everyone love me or appreciate that they had me .

so boy if you stumple upon this note,

think about it .

if you truly love, prove it to me .

cause my friends are; of course, right.

i deserve better than the situation im in .

im gone till friday, so please make up you mind.

love from,

her . 

Ask me no more questions; Tell me no more lies

Some art for the mind:

(via Parskid )

(via ShaunnaPeterson)

(via JeffSoto)

(via KidRobot )

enjoy loves (:

Down the rabbit hole .

(via johnnyyanok )

my life today is like a rabbit hole .

i'm not sure where it's gonna take me, but i'm sure there's no way going back.

we can choose where we go in life.

our friends that we hand out with.

the person the we fall madly in love.

the only thing is faith is guding us;

cause we're blinded by our emotionals and our masterialistic world .

just call me Alice .

im ready to dive into the hole face first ,

and im not holding back .

Today, you are my cup of tea.

Today i found my cup of tea.

“These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence: the connections - sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost, but often magnificent - that happened after I was gone. And I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it. The events that my death wrought were merely the bones of a body that would become whole at some unpredictable time in the future. The price of what I came to see as this miraculous body had been my life.”

- The Lovley Bones; pg 320

Today was the day that my absence in the cold, silent halls of my home school echoed through this February afternoon. I became a ghost of one's imagination but i knew it wasn't true. People love to underestimate me and what i believe in, but yet again, i didnt know i was a role model to some. The ones who weren't confident in themselves. Wanted to blend in the crowd. Were too scared to be different. Some of them admire my outgoingness, while others were offended by my creative, yet free expression. Just knowing i changed someone's life have been today's "cup of tea", but learning that im a treat to some has cause my beverage to become some what bitter-sweet. darling, just send the sugar my way .

My Friend Clarence .

who couldn't live without this kid ?

Clarence Pong, you are my hero .

Just to let you know we are the best rice cookers in our little hick town (kidding);

And we have some obsession with Pacific Mall, but who cares.

i met this boy on the first day . . . errr. second day at bcp, when we played person bingo.

Tundra: "Write someone's name if they know how to cook rice"

The call of the rice has brought us together .

Thank god i meet someone that is up to my rice standards .

(:

  

he's my eyecandy .

i have to admit this .

i like  liked a guy that i only met a few weeks ago .

he's sooo cute, and funny, and . . . .

how pathetic am i ?

im in a two year relationship with my boyfriend and he had to come into my life .

why does love have to be sooo mean ?

all i know is my life is going to be a very hot mess .

note to self:

dear infactuation, please die now .

well if anyone needs me , please google : future home wrecker .

ill be the fifth picture; second row .

. . .

and yes i am robert .

deal with it.

can you say 's my d' ?

dear lovers/ haters,

guess what, love me or hate me .

not everyone in this world is perfect so why should i ?

please stop checking on me like im like your child .
i'm all grown up .

so get over it .