Down the rabbit hole .

(via johnnyyanok )

my life today is like a rabbit hole .

i'm not sure where it's gonna take me, but i'm sure there's no way going back.

we can choose where we go in life.

our friends that we hand out with.

the person the we fall madly in love.

the only thing is faith is guding us;

cause we're blinded by our emotionals and our masterialistic world .

just call me Alice .

im ready to dive into the hole face first ,

and im not holding back .

Today, you are my cup of tea.

Today i found my cup of tea.

“These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence: the connections - sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost, but often magnificent - that happened after I was gone. And I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it. The events that my death wrought were merely the bones of a body that would become whole at some unpredictable time in the future. The price of what I came to see as this miraculous body had been my life.”

- The Lovley Bones; pg 320

Today was the day that my absence in the cold, silent halls of my home school echoed through this February afternoon. I became a ghost of one's imagination but i knew it wasn't true. People love to underestimate me and what i believe in, but yet again, i didnt know i was a role model to some. The ones who weren't confident in themselves. Wanted to blend in the crowd. Were too scared to be different. Some of them admire my outgoingness, while others were offended by my creative, yet free expression. Just knowing i changed someone's life have been today's "cup of tea", but learning that im a treat to some has cause my beverage to become some what bitter-sweet. darling, just send the sugar my way .

My Friend Clarence .

who couldn't live without this kid ?

Clarence Pong, you are my hero .

Just to let you know we are the best rice cookers in our little hick town (kidding);

And we have some obsession with Pacific Mall, but who cares.

i met this boy on the first day . . . errr. second day at bcp, when we played person bingo.

Tundra: "Write someone's name if they know how to cook rice"

The call of the rice has brought us together .

Thank god i meet someone that is up to my rice standards .

(:

  

he's my eyecandy .

i have to admit this .

i like  liked a guy that i only met a few weeks ago .

he's sooo cute, and funny, and . . . .

how pathetic am i ?

im in a two year relationship with my boyfriend and he had to come into my life .

why does love have to be sooo mean ?

all i know is my life is going to be a very hot mess .

note to self:

dear infactuation, please die now .

well if anyone needs me , please google : future home wrecker .

ill be the fifth picture; second row .

. . .

and yes i am robert .

deal with it.

can you say 's my d' ?

dear lovers/ haters,

guess what, love me or hate me .

not everyone in this world is perfect so why should i ?

please stop checking on me like im like your child .
i'm all grown up .

so get over it .